December 2011
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Oh you’re a female that eats in front of males and prefers converse to heels, you’re so original oh my god you don’t paint your nails and you like pokemon wow you must be the only female that likes video games and you have more male friends than female friends holy shit you are so fucking unique jesus fucking christ lemme just gush over the fact that you are so unique that you play video games and you sit with your legs open cause wow you are a female and those are only for males holy shit wow you are so original jesus christ man i can’t handle your originality you must have pioneered originality when i open the dictionary there’s you with your legs open and you’re playing video games and your name “miss original” is right there holy shit you must be the most originalest bitch ever you are like no other girl.
hahahhahahahahahahha
I think being ‘beautiful’ is more than having good physical appearance,i think a genuine heart makes someone ‘beautiful’
My mum always taught me this. If I said somebody was beautiful she’d say “no, she’s sexy. She’s not beautiful because she’s not smiling and she’s not being friendly to anyone.” I think it’s so true. You can look good but I think beauty is something that’s a lot deeper than physical attraction.
I've always wanted to be an actress
Ever since I was younger I’ve loved acting. I used to go to drama clubs after school and did loads of pantomime type performances. I did drama up to As Level but when my confidence was drastically lost at the end of year 12 I dropped it and haven’t thought much about it since. I regret that totally because I did so well and I really wanted to go somewhere with it! I think if my confidence was higher I would have auditioned for so many drama schools by now and hopefully have got into one.
I want to be so many different typed of women when I’m older (a policewoman, a fire fighter, a teacher, a secretary, a nurse, a teacher, a housewife, a WAG, rich, poor, married etc. etc) and if I was an actor I could be so many different people. BOOOOOOOOO what am I going to become :(
Are you really a lesbian now? What happened to Findian? His lack of interest turn you to the ladies?
I think he is gay so I might as well be :( I am not a lesbian really though, my heart is reserved fully for my Findian
HAVE YOU EVA HAD A GIRLFRAAAN?
No but I want Mya to be my girlfraaan
ARE YOU A LESBONIM?
YES I LUV CLUNGE
have you ever tried a colonic irrigation?
NO! I reeeeeeeeeeeeeally want to though hahahah x
Got to raise £160 for a darts tournament!
How??????????????
I bought a book yesterday for my New Year’s Resolutions. I’ve written out the ones I made for 2010 and 2011 and written whether I achieved them and how so. It always makes me feel excited to see my Resolutions, I think they’re a fun challenge to set for yourself :)
This guy I really like is asking me to wait for him, as in we can start going out and being a couple more towards the spring. But he won't wait for me...he has a girlfriend and when I tried to leave he begged for me to stay and told me how much he loves me.
He doesn’t know what he wants and that’s fair enough because not everyone does. But he’s playing with you and he’s doing it because he knows he can get away with it when he tells you he loves you and that he doesn’t want him to leave. Either he wants you now or he loses you forever… Or you can keep up with the up and down, back and forth. It’s up to you x
My thighs have been feeling so toned recently and I just measured them and I’ve lost 1 inch in the last few weeks/month :)
I love the smell of fake tan
Here's a list of things I intend on buying with my Christmas money:
- A new eyebrow pencil and possibly some other make up
- FAKE TAN AND TANNING MITTS
- A snuggly jumper
- A nice warm coat
- Some gloves
- You Me At Six album
- A satchel bag
- Some other pretty clothes
- Some new bracelets/rings/earrings
- A few notebooks
- Some other random shit that I find in the shops
I also really really want to get my nose pierced :)
